Iblis is being put down tomorrow after noon, she has a malignant cancer and while I could have it removed, we don't know if it's already spread. And she's 4 years older than she was when she had the first op. (First op wasn't cancer either) She took such a long time to recover first time as well.
And I know Loz died in pain and I don't want to risk that happening to her if she develops a third lump that presses on something painful
Doesn't help that Mom isn't well either.