just leaning in here to give a little update!

I am not going anywhere but I did want to reiterate that I am sorry I have been so slow/low energy this month with Hanna and Ethan.

I think its been very helpful for me, writing a character who allows himself to be angry(even if sometimes he still feels shame about it) with the state of everything

its difficult to play two cinnamonrolls when the world and specifically your minority group(and your husbands) have a target painted on the backs of their head and my health has just not said "yes, be happy and optimistic and lawful good(looking at you ethan)"

im hoping that when the month rolls over I manage to snap out of it a little but man.

understandable!

That's very understandable.

very understandable, the mind set is rough!

Big mood. Sending love <3

if it continues I dont plan on dropping either of them, I want to at least play Ethan until Fitz is ready to graduate and Hanna will absolutely be in an out as I see fit in perpetuity

but i might cut back even more to do some lighter months with them. Varker is getting so easy to play and its where my inspiration is so I appreciate you all and hope this doesn't bum anyone out too much with me attempting to be a little more selective and potentially slow with my boys.

and speaking of... FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ I do still plan on doing that last thread with Ethan and Florian, I am sorry I havent even started it yet.

So, so real and valid

also i have been playing Borderlands 4 with my husband and its been a while since we got a game we both can play together and its been very nice.

so thats also been taking up my tagging time.

yeah that makes sense the angry good outlet

<3

no worries

God. I hate to do this again when I literally did it at the beginning of the month, but I'm going to open all my tags, and if I can't write them, I'm going to drop them. It's been too long.

Okay. Only manage 4/6 hanna tags. But his inbox is empty and he's coma'd for the breach