[mh] [whining]

I'm so tired and so hungry but I don't want to cook

so demoralized about whiffing on the art museum

too expensive to order food bc I have like 18 dollars

could buy something cheap at the store but that would require leaving the house and I'm having trouble even making myself leave my chair

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that...

feeling terrible about spending any money on frivolous things like delivery anyway because I got one of those donation plea messages on tumblr again and i just. it feels bad to buy little treats for myself instead of helping someone

huug

the put your mask on first rule applies to food too

fucked up that being hungry and sleep-deprived and miserable makes it hard to do the actions that would correct any of those statuses

yeah...

I have paid commissions pending that I need to get to but my brain is refusing to focus on them and also that doesn't help me feed myself right now

I don't even want any of the things that are easiest to prepare right now

I have the ingredients for pork and cabbage but prepping that is Not Happening when I'm in this state

I guess I can just, pop some popcorn - oh wait we also have the good jerky, okay, that's protein

now I just. need to get up out of my chair and collect those foods.

FOOD COLLECTED, successfully talked myself through the dysfunction thank you for listening