drawing has been helping with my random depressive episodes, I'm not sure how

I do a lot of crochet and tatting on the side but man. each time I do, I just get slammed with some depressive episodes

but I've been trying to draw more and it's having the opposite effect. it's great

sometimes we just need to find the Correct Enrichment

I say, also tangled in yarn and wanting to color

Ziri✖O : LMAO. if that ain't the truth

I think maybe it's the "the yarn does not feel like there is Progress(tm) but I can Perceive The Progress on the art"

like maybe it's what I keep working on (blankets??? so many blankets???), but it feels like it takes a million years and then suddenly it's Done, but with art I'm like "heh heh heh doing the draw" the entire time

god, seriously. I've been crocheting this lace skirt for months, meanwhile, I'm pumping out so many drawings lately

RIGHT??? takes forever!!!!

me, looking at this pile of yarn in a costco bag like "WHY ARE YOU ONLY HALF FINISHED"

it's so much

and i need to BUY MORE YARN because I KEEP THINKING I HAVE ENOUGH but I am INCORRECT EVERY TIME

I crochet fast and this is taking me a while I crochet a lot of lace weight but aggggh

meanwhile

I think my problem is I keep trying to make Twin Bed size blankets it is SO MUCH yarn and I am so very, very bad at math

soft gasp!!! the boy

I love him so much

Ziri✖O : lol same. I eye everything

me: if i get three or four balls of Every Color in this blanket, that should be enough, right? (it was not, in fact, Enough)