Ok so
i havent surely felt romantic attraction ever since my ex. i think the way our breakhp happened may have affected my ability to properly feel romantic attraction
im not sure that i feel romantic attraction at all anymore
AND j cant tell romantic attraction and strong attachments apart sometimes

i feel sexual attraction but end up feelung extremely guilty whenever i feel it even if towards my partners so i cope by sexualizing fictional characters

im not sex repulsed but at the same time i am sex repulsed but i’m also very hypersexual