went to see Halsey live on saturday with a dear friend and it fucking RULED but the day prior to that i had such a bad anxious meltdown that i was nonfunctional and then i had to go right back to work sunday and monday night after the concert...
and now i'm in Big Trip Prep mode bc partner and i are leaving for week-long vacay this saturday... and i either caught a little bug at the concert or screaming + allergies has wrecked my sinuses bc i have been very raspy and congested the past few days...
cons: still sick, seem to have plateaued a bit on recovery, suspecting i plateaued because now my body is also preoccupied with my fucking period pros: i have been offered a third interview for that job opportunity cons of the pros: it is at 9:30am tomorrow which will be when my period is in full force AND i have therapy at 11am tomorrow too
i hope this company gets back to me soon about whether i got this new job so i know whether i need to reorganize my whole life in the next few weeks or not
today was a good day but a bitch is TIRED so back to tags tmw... first appointment with the new psychiatrist in the morning and then finally back to work at night blergh
absolutely vile load last night bc one of our suppliers just spent, like, the whole time I wasn't at work fucking up our orders and not sending us shit
also (CW BIG FOOD GROSS) i dug sushi out of the back of one of my shelves with a sell by date of may 2 which I strongly suspect is the culprit of the fucked up smell that has been plaguing my aisle since about early May
also anxious that my manager wasn't in tonight so i couldn't talk to her about prepping my 2wk's notice (which she said to have ready in case HR turns down my request to drastically reduce my hours) and making sure i'm not scheduled over top of start week at my new job i'll have to wait until wednesday.......
i am also waiting on new job to reach out to me with further onboarding information after checking with my references and i am very nervous that they somehow found something unsatisfactory while doing that
gonna have a snack and do the somnia tags i owe rq, then clean out my car... and then maybe work on kalmiya's app until i can call the car wash place and ask if they offer interior vacuuming services...
thank u my car was overdue for a cleanout and wash anyway (i was GONNA clean it out before vacation but then i got COVID.........) but damn. not like this
gonna have to resign from my overnight job was rly hoping they'd let me stay on for once or twice a week but HR said no... so next week (barring any weird system issues when I try to submit my resignation) will be my last week here...
it would also be a good idea to: • make an appt to update my car registration • do some onboarding stuff for my new job • do a load of laundry • shower
keep thinking about the entirety of my overnight team management saying how stupid it is that HR denied my request for reduced availability... they are all so sad i am leaving
the biggest fattest wettest raindrops started plopping onto my windshield as i pulled back into my parking space and i have never run so fast while carrying a bag of laundry
pros: i have been offered a third interview for that job opportunity
cons of the pros: it is at 9:30am tomorrow which will be when my period is in full force AND i have therapy at 11am tomorrow too
• pay my car insurance
• finish my
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take trash out and tidy up• do tags
• go magic item shopping for D&D tomorrow
• make an appt to update my car registration
• do some onboarding stuff for my new job
• do a load of laundry
• shower