[whining] hnnnn

All things being equal, I'd rather be employed than not

but considering I have no time for myself to like go and do things

and I'm still an hour and a half from my closest friend

I miss California

I miss being in a city

I miss not being the youngest person by two whole decades, minimum

'oh, why don't you go make friends?'

I work with a 97 year old who's paranoid about about where her car is when she's awake, has sliding cognition and no one trusts to be alone for extended periods of time

eugh

lot of hurry up and wait, lots of bullshit

developing a complex, maybe

Still don't have a doctor. Hope my client lives long enough for me to get to the doctor in Oct/Nov

because I'm on a fucking waitlist

I pay 304 dollars a month for my health insurance btw, because I make too much money to be on medicaid

/huggles