shibe☀️summer
[mh] containment zone
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most just cuz yanno lads i think it might not be just PMS
shibe☀️summer
street fair was today and like. while the weather was kinda shitty it was not. bad??
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I was able to pick up a cute shirt, a little shibe figure, and quite frankly an insanely delightful thrift store find entirely by accident because the outfit I was wearing wound up being not warm enough for the weather
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but also the entire time I felt like I was moving through a fog
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like I just felt so. not. myself
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and to steal parlance from the dumb little mental health survey from the doctor's office it's like I was constantly moving too slow
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like I was speaking to quietly
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or just. idk. I couldn't speak at times
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so it's just...mnh
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it's............bad.
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I also just cry so easily and it feels so hard to do anything
CURRENT LAGANN
whoogh
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i have literally just started my MBA classes this week and already I am like "hm, but is it possible that I am a fraud and a failure"
shibe☀️summer
girl it's been four days
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anyway. the good? news?? is I am going to have uninterrupted therapy cuz I did in fact manage to hunt down a new therapist and I'm meeting with her on Monday
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while my last meeting with old therapist was this past Monday
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and also good news is that thanks to parents sending me meals it is harder for me to unintentionally starve myself by just. not eating.
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bbut also. kinda bad that it's at a state where "yay, I won't starve myself through failure of executive function" is a highlight
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anyway. just. please be patient with me, friends, if I am kind of a weepy little delicate thing right now. I am trying to take care of myself and get professional help for it but also it's. just. it's rough right now.
nice guy goose
It's rough right now but it was delightful to see you as always and I love you 
comfy drow cave
I'm glad you've found a new therapist and I'm so sorry it's like this
DoveyPips🔪
DoveyPips🔪
gestures widely, it's hard to feel stable when things are not stable
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The job market is hard but so much or our lives revolves around the structure-- TK is Good.
terravesty
things are rough right now, but I was very happy to see you yesterday. I love you friend, I hope things get better for you soon
things are rough right now, but I was very happy to see you yesterday. I love you friend, I hope things get better for you soon
Ain'tpril
im sorry things are so rough, and very glad you have a therapist
Ain'tpril
always so 8| when you can just straight read off the quick diagnosis checks for your moods. like obv that's why they ask those questions but it never feels cool
Ain'tpril
Many mistakes
We love you and will be here through the shitty bits
snips
I'm sending you so much love and hugs TK