shibe☀️summer
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shibe☀️summer
having a real shitty can't convince myself to get out of bed kind of day
shibe☀️summer
as it is now 2:30 pm and it will surprise you to hear that I have not gotten out of bed
Ain'tpril
boooo 8(
shibe☀️summer
yesterday I ate like an entire bag of mini bagels
mehr
shibe☀️summer
the vibes are very bad. just so bad.
shibe☀️summer
I want to like. order myself a nice brunch or something to motivate myself to get out of bed but I am finding it deeply difficult to justify considering how bad I'm doing at the job hunt and just. everything
shibe☀️summer
would much rather just lie here and intermittently cry I guess
bwutawity
wwuuugghh
wwuuugghh
Ain'tpril
Ain'tpril
it's the worst when you can't even ply yourself with little treats because brain is like no we dont deserve the treats
PHONY
shibe☀️summer
okay whatever I did order a nice breakfast sandwich and a fancy coffee because I discovered that the fancy coffee place I went to on Sunday does delivery
Ain'tpril
oooh yay!
Ain'tpril
it's a lovely day out as well. perhaps fancy brunch on your deck 
shibe☀️summer
$30 for a sandwich and a drink but I gotta get up for it
shibe☀️summer
Ain'tpril
: I still gotta. take the covers off my furniture and clean up the patio a little but maybe
shibe☀️summer
I do have nice little pots of blooming flowers tho
PHONY
brunch motivation!!!!!
terravesty
✨👁👅👁✨
i'm glad you got yourself some food 8(
go marnie
food motivations!!
Many mistakes
absolutely sit outside if you can!
Many mistakes
eating in the sun is a nice little boost
go marnie
yeah delivery exists for days like this, you deserve it. you enjoy that sandwich and that fancy coffee!!!
shibe☀️summer
we'll see if I feel up enough to make a place to sit but if nothing else as soon as I get up the dog will demand a walk so I will get outside time
Many mistakes
pets are motivational like that
Many mistakes
"everything sucks but that's no reason for my little guy to go without"
shibe☀️summer
yeah. I should get up and feed him too he's been a very good layabed buddy today so far. Beau as well.
shibe☀️summer
sometimes the vibes so bad even the pets get it
shibe☀️summer
update I got up and fed pets. food is almost here. once I consume it, I will take the dog out
DoveyPips🔪
Ain'tpril
yes kuzu is very good at "it's food time but we're snuggling so I guess im not hungry"
Ain'tpril
sustained by love
shibe☀️summer
yeah that was both beau and Yousuke today
shibe☀️summer
oh we're in bed cuddling? very good, I will behave
shibe☀️summer
anyway I ate sandwich and also an apple and banana
shibe☀️summer
because fruits are great
CURRENT LAGANN
Fruits is good
terravesty
fruits ARE good
DoveyPips🔪
delicious fruits
shibe☀️summer
dog has also been walked now I'm gonna sit and sip my fancy coffee
shibe☀️summer
anyway thank you all friends for being endlessly supportive through my really big bummer period. i appreciate every one of you