where am i
time for me to yap about cloud strife (specifically FM cloud)
where am i
it is so interesting to me how he's just
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incapable of mustering up sympathy for mini-seph
where am i
not because he still hates him and/or is scared of him (there are some elements of that, but he's gotten to the point where he can separate this kid seph from the grown dude who is very many things to him)
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but because he's come to understand how similar he and this kid seph are and he still dislikes HIMSELF
where am i
kid seph reflects a lot of things about cloud's own personality (and past) that he despises
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so when he sees seph getting hung up on things he himself would get hung up on, even if he knows seph is like, MAD traumatized and damaged because of his (gestures to terrible life) everything
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he gets frustrated instead of sympathetic or pitying
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which is 100% a cloud issue that he needs to work through, but he is LEAGUES away from getting there
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cloud only just recently accepted that people do love him (for some reason) so instead of second-guessing them about it, he's trying to protect them and keep them safe
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and moreover, trying to make them HAPPY
inadequate tits
ITADORI.
cloud is the best
runedwriting
sephiroths first crush, doomed~ .. forever. on purpose because obviously.
bad at dying
You're making progress, Cloud! And nothing like seeing stuff you dislike about yourself in other people.
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