It really is the stuff outside your control that causes the biggest problems, huh?

I haven't had the meds that control the pain, anxiety and everything else since December, and not for not trying.

In fact, I'm the only person that has these complications in the entire practice, with the same insurance and dxes that are relevant to it!

Plans that seem stable and something that could be worked on are suddenly falling completely apart, and the parts I entrusted to others might not have actually went through, despite conversations coming across like they did!

Being without this one med, someone thought my building anxiety sounded like anger, and it was difficult to explain how it wasn't, because with that and me still recovering from some respiratory infection, it sure sounds like it

I have to figure out a solution for something that's in a little over a month, and no one's around, and I want to cry. I can't be mad about the reasons things are falling apart, but I sure am frustrated with being left with the fallout and having to fix it in this tight deadline

that sounds nightmarish im sorry love :c

And honestly? Part of me just needed that vented out. Thanks

:: sends love at::

Loves on

We've gotten things ironed out somewhat, but lemme tell ya fam, I think this was my stress test to make sure my heart was going strong

I am relieving stress by changing pictures. Something I can control.

we got dis