Not feeling very optimistic about the future right now, not because of all the shit happening literally everywhere, but just personally. I can't see myself going anywhere, neither in art of my uni classes. Hard not to just lock it now and idk what then. I'm 26, if I fail it's over, no matter what the internet says.

I'm very privileged to have a safenet, but the safenet means nothing if I can't figure out something for myself. idk, damn, I'll figure something out maybe. I'll get pizza tonight for the weekend.

And play more Halo, going for Halo 2 replay