Ashnikko - Itty Bitty (Explicit Lyric Video)
april chattin 🪻
☀️ ceeshine!
☀️ ceeshine!
had an absolute fucking hell day and have to work tonight on top of it, and then therapy tmw morning after work, and then work again 
☀️ ceeshine!
some days are shrimply too much.
some days are shrimply too much.
Silvie
Hey why do bad things stack like this?????
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I truly wish I knew
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one of those nights where I just sit in my car in the parking lot outside my house bc I don't want to go inside the misery space 
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antidepressant W: made myself get up and physically go to therapy even though i really really really really REALLY didn't want to
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but i had some shit that i wanted to feel comfortable yelling about so telehealth was not it this morning
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i also went to one of the bakeries downtown for donuts, coffee, and a breakfast sammie... and then came home and watched the new drawtectives ep and the overanalyzing korra finale
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better day than yesterday by far but jesus i'm tired LMFAO
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i got like 4 hours of sleep yesterday and that's a highball estimate
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oh yeah the deltarune release date is also exciting. more Ws for me
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the spirit craves enrichment but the body craves sleep
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god it didn't really sink in for me yesterday but i am suddenly so excited for new deltarune that i am vibrating
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i was going to do so much yesterday and instead all i did was sleep........
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i desperately needed it but lord
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nts I need to bring my eczema cream and antidepressants to boy's house
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been very into coconut water lately... hydrate me, tree nut
𝑆𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑚 ⚖️
oh you like that NUT huh
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ya
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called out of work tonight and staying an extra night at boy's house bc my period started and my organs are in open revolt
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depresso haze on this period been quite bad
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spent pretty much my whole weekend sleeping... ough
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bad "slept too long" hangover
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save me low lactose protein gelato... low lactose protein gelato save me..........
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naya said this to me and im framing it to put up on my wall
naya said this to me and im framing it to put up on my wall
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chores never end and i am so so tired
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it is the time of year when i truly begin to wish for the extinction of common lawn grass bc the fucking landscapers and leaf blowers come roaring right outside my window for hours once a week
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not me getting so sick to my stomach in the critical last hour of my shift 
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I hate... condiments... there is too much to do and so much of it is breakable
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almost shattered something about 3 times tonight
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hope I am in coffee tonight so I can do the backstock bc jesus christmas it is getting out of hand
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anyway I felt very ill for most of this shift, I think partially owed to the fact that my ENTIRE TONGUE has been weirdly irritated which is making it hard to, like, eat solid meals 
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bought some instant miso soup, almondmilk yogurt, and little superfood smoothie pouches to hopefully help with that... gonna grab some bananas also to make my own smoothies at home until my stupid mouth settles down
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d&d going great tonight
d&d going great tonight
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I am god's sleepiest soldier and idk how I'm gonna survive another hour and fifteen minutes of this shift
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it was my trash night, the laundry room lint trashcan was compacted and absolutely disgusting, and one of the cats pooped in the spare upstairs room 
i'm having a great night
i'm having a great night
☀️ ceeshine!
holy christ what an absolute nightmare of a shift
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it was going fine until someone left the baler full and me and one of the junior employees decided to just go ahead and do the bale
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and then the baler fucking jammed and we spent over an hour back there dealing with it SCREAMS
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i come home from a big depresso night at work after a big depresso day yesterday and lay in bed only to encounter one of the biggest yellow wasp-adjacent fuckers i've seen in a long time ALIVE AND BUZZING IN MY FUCKING BED
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can a bitch catch a break. please. please. pl
Silvie
MA'AM THAT IS NOT YOUR BED!!!!!! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!
Silvie
that's so fucking rude. hello? wasp????????
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i just wanted to RELAX after WORK
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was planning to jump in the shower right after my shift but i am cranky from general work burnout and also being pointlessly nitpicked on something that could have been avoided if senior employees communicated normally instead of like gossipy hag aunties so i think i will have a snack and nap off this crankiness first 
Silvie
SHAKES YOUR HAND BITTERLY...........
Silvie
ive had my fair share of working with gossipy hag aunties. something something the six month passive aggressive spaghetti stand off