L'fuckingChaim
[dqb2] I know it's not allowed to matter...but I did go down into where the dungeon will be in Moonbrooke, and dug a path out through the wall
rar🍲
yes. Yes. I support you
unbound
L'fuckingChaim
they can make me betray my friend but they can't make me lie down and take it
L'fuckingChaim
I'm SO mad about how Malroth is using his feelings words and everything and I'm not allowed to be a good friend to him
mintttea
its SO awful. i can barely watch this bit bc i should allowed to be nice to him. why are we doing this to him
L'fuckingChaim
I would not do this!
L'fuckingChaim
people are telling me that they don't have anything concrete against my best friend I have known for his whole life except he has "bad vibes" and
L'fuckingChaim
I am forced to go along with it
L'fuckingChaim
literally just now before a fight he said "when you did X that really hurt me" like. he is communicating! about his feelings!
L'fuckingChaim
he is occasionally getting a bit possessed but he apologized
L'fuckingChaim
why AM i hanging out with people who believe in Forever War and say they Just Have Some Concerns about my bestie?????
L'fuckingChaim
it would be intolerable if it weren't borne out by the story that Malroth is right and they are wrong and it's fucked up to scapegoat anyone who's a little bit Other like this
L'fuckingChaim
he's hurt and mad because he thought I was better than this ;_;
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but apparently I am not
L'fuckingChaim
I didn't support imprisoning him but he knows it would take me two whacks with this hammer to have him out of there
L'fuckingChaim
and I just...don't
skerple
I am currently taking a break from the game precisely because I don't want to go to Moonbrooke and be forced to be mean to my friend
L'fuckingChaim
what if I don't fight in this fight
skerple
my options are "fuck around in a self-directed way doing tablet targets or sth, whatever" or "go to Moonbrooke"
L'fuckingChaim
what if I just stay up here on the battlements and watch
skerple
and I'm not feeling the former and REALLY not feeling the latter
L'fuckingChaim
felt
L'fuckingChaim
anyway, I'm here withholding everything the game will allow me to
L'fuckingChaim
I'm just powering thru while watching streams and things
L'fuckingChaim
oh wow that's a large cyclops! sure would be nice if you had a guy with a big mallet of your own!
L'fuckingChaim
sits here on my ass
L'fuckingChaim
"you have to understand :c he just makes people uncomfortable :c obviously that is a carceral offense :c"
L'fuckingChaim
I'm always and forever Malroth emotions about how he was built to be evil and has a voice in his head telling him he's evil and - he simply does not want to
L'fuckingChaim
what the builder sees of his struggle for most of the game is him occasionally grabbing his head and yelling "FUCK OFF!"
L'fuckingChaim
he's sitting in a dungeon we built and left him in and he's still going "FUCK OFF I don't want any of your bullshit!"
L'fuckingChaim
Malroth is friend-breaking up with me and he's right
L'fuckingChaim
(I like that he accepts Anessa's apology - because they were virtual strangers. It's not a betrayal on the same scale.)
L'fuckingChaim
I level up alone now and I hate it
skerple
he simply does not want to be evil!!
skerple
the deck is so stacked against him and he's just like, no! fuck off!
L'fuckingChaim
he doesn't wanna! he likes hanging out! he wants to build!
L'fuckingChaim
the story is bracing you for a seduction of darkness arc, but it's not. it's more painful.
L'fuckingChaim
I did my best to make the sun/Azem symbol for flag
L'fuckingChaim
and now it's time to be sad
L'fuckingChaim
I love Lulu so much
L'fuckingChaim
she'll yell at the devil she doesn't give a fuck
L'fuckingChaim
crying about Malroth...my buddy...
L'fuckingChaim
about how he never went, despite all the pressure, he had to be taken
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and about how Lulu is measurably a better friend than us