falls back into plurk and waves

Hi I live, I've just been bad at having things up lately.

the B12 shots keep giving me side effects that make it hard to function for the first couple days after, which is a bitch when we're talking about a weekly thing, but I'm halfway through at least.

combine that with just general out of it ness and trying to help my mother with things and I have been having trouble getting myself to focus on too much, my brain just kinda does what it wants.

but I'm going to see if I can function today after I finish my coffee and sudokus and hit back some things that have been sitting around for a while.

on the bright side I do think the b12 shots are helping me sleep better?

I'm not really getting more by just the numbers. But 4-5 hours in one or two solid blocks feels a lot more restful than in six broken attempts.

Here's to hoping you continue to get better, and that the b12 eventually settles in your system as you get used to it.

𝒶𝒷𝓇𝒶𝒹𝑒 : <3 Fingers crossed. I won't know for another couple weeks if I need a second infusion, both because of how long it takes to work and cause they don't want to do the next round of labs til after the B12 weekly shots are done, so that will make a difference, too.

The side effects aren't too bad on like. any real scale of this stuff. But I've been getting the hot flashes really badly and unfortunately my brain dies quickly when I overheat.

Had a long weekend both family-stress-wise and health-wise but finally, slowly getting back to things.

I'm also getting extremely squirmy about tagging into things and having all kinds of "you suck" brain so that's fun. :/ but still.

Wildly swinging back and forth between "I am terrible at all writing things" and "I am finally getting back one of my favorite OC voices and it feels really good" is... a very strange feeling.

I'm pretty sure this is my brain reacting to stress in other areas by taking it out on Thing I Like because for some reason I do that. But still weird.

for the record, I know all about brain worms, BUT! Your brain is lovely and is fantastic to write with. I enjoy every little and big tag I get in any capacity. You are one of my favorite people to write with. so EAT that brain worms. /makes faces. (sorry. I'm in a terrific mood and all must suffer.).

𝒶𝒷𝓇𝒶𝒹𝑒 : <3 Nah, it's nice to hear someone's in a good mood. And I appreciate it a lot. Brain worms are still a little pokey this week but I'm working on ignoring them.