[work] Passed the 45 day mark when I could have come back without doc approval, still haven't hit the markers I need to get doc approval. ._.

I want to go back to work. MH is taking a hit without it.

I legit love and enjoy going to my job.

(Also I today got approved for the paid leave benefits I applied for 41 days ago. Glad I had sufficient savings.)

The tricker marks I need to hit are going to be being approved to push/pull 50lbs (because I do that 4 times a shift operating slip 2, and at a weird angle to boot), and kneeling, crouching, and twisting, which I cannot do.

If I was returning to a selling position, I'd feel easier asking the doc to just give me some slack and sign the thing.

but I have another month of operating the passenger spans, and then I'm going to a half-traffic shift.

Oh nooooo. :<