the revelation to lukas character is so devastating... itโs like i canโt imagine how he or mizi will cope so im just anticipating theyโll both violently snap or something
i feel r5 is foreshadowing to this point but as proven time and time again itโs hard to predict what vivimeng will do. but her thinking or sua during hyunas death and cradling the corpse of tills head in her lap is while scream sobbing... idk. sheโs gonna crash tf out
hyuna and till were so similar in so many ways too.. and she felt like she annoyed till but always liked him (how wrong she was!), and hyuna, who is similarly rebellious and passionate about art, tried to actively connect w mizi but found it difficult...
i dont fuckin blame you. hyunas one of my favs and worse yet im a hyumizi shipper LOL (i multi ship so its not like i dont ship mizi and or hyuna w other ppl but)
i knew the writing was on the wall w hyuna bc of the comic we got about her and the rebels lmfao.... like why are you endearing us to hyuna even more and giving us extra lore if its not to shatter our hearts like glass!! i know how you work, vivimeng...
she was already in bad shape ykwim. what i am shocked about is that art of luka pulling her in by the waist and pointing to her belly w the caption โi only want one thing.โ was SUCH a red herring and i wonder what thatโs about
all the canon pairs and their touching bleeds are toxic and codependent bc these humans were never socialized by other humans or taught about emotional regulation or relationships to where mouth kissing is a weird idea despite it being such a human thing (in most cultures- not all! i digress)
and yea i wanted luka to die too but after i cooled down from r7 i just realized luka is just a strong survivor. bc of hyuna. he killed his clones and perhaps tho i donโt think he killed hyunwoo intentionally he felt proud bc of parallel
and it turns out heโs even more naive than we thought; cruelly giggling against his hand during tills suffering that marked him losing their match wasnโt sadistic so much as... childish. idk
right right theres so much to think about him... i def wanted him to snap and he and mizi can do a little kingsman style alien mass murder perhaps /delusional
ivan was taken care of with no fulfillment and spoiled as a good pet but i donโt think luka even got that. i think he was just put in front of cameras and put away under threat or how replaceable he was
but yeah. god. way too ruin valentines by not dying luka. iโm jk or am i... i am!!! i do like him and his little obsessive slightly sociopathic self. and yet in an AU hyuluka could possibly be so loving and...w ahhhh
i feel luka is could have an open heart if he had more ppl LIKE hyuna in his life idk. not at this point cuz heโs 30, but. luka isnโt evil. heโs an unfortunate product
right i think i was talking to a friend and said something about... lemme see. โi keep thinking about how literally all the other kids/charas at least have friends and bonds even casual ones but he literally has none other and wants none other except her he really cant give af who lives and dies even himselfโ
yeah and luka was so used to being a pariah- similar to ivan! that he was resigned but peacefully and indifferently... they both had very different but also somewhat parallel responses to loving someone. but till was someone ivan loved, and hyuna was someone who loved luka
heโs innocent, his upbringing is just so monstrous... which is why in the universe heโs married to hyuna heโs probably a softer person. i fully believe luka concentrated all his love on hyuna but in a different upbringing heโd have many friends. whereas i feel ivan still woulda been a bit harder to reach still (tho not as much as canon)
NO THAT TWEET I AGREE WITH? they are the most well and the most doomed in a way.. alllll the ships in alnst are fucked bc of outside circumstances outside of their control but no more than hyuluka. and im not super interested in that ship to be clear
somehow i fell head over ass for them but even as i was getting into alnst i was like wow, this ship sucks, he does NOT deserve her. why is this the one ship iโm getting into. shit.
i like iv/ti, ti/mi (CONTROVERSIAL!!), hyu/mi, lu/hyu, in another world hyu/ti????, and platonically su/iv and iv/miz like... to where iโd want PSLs for either. like LONG ASS epics type PSLs
OH APPARENTLY most controversial of all is i like iv/ti and ti/iv. people are so TO THE LINES WITH GUNS butthurt at the idea till could top. which is so funny
youre telling me if this survivor of sexual assault was like hey ivan if i fuck you id be more comfy as a top ivan, obsessed w till, would be like... nah if i canโt put it in you imma pass up fucking you
it sucks cuz its a dope ship but they often like, romanticize the ship where if you ship mizi with till or hyuna youre a lesbophobic heretic or something... and ive also seen mizisua fans get pissed about who is the top or bottom in THAT ship
admittedly i probably am only interested in tliv lmao... but mostly solely because i like short tops and taller bottoms in m/m ahahaha... but yeah sometimes top/btm kinda matters. people can sure get heated about it.
ugh i feel like i might wanna try to play hyulu one day but idk if i will. if i snap and make a hyu or lu journal maybe we can psl ๐๐ doesnt have to be hyulu lmao
i like tiiv and maybe when till gets more comfy hes like hey. you seem to like this shit? and i FINALLY trust you kind of... like.. i think a lot of ppl who decide top/bottom w that ship is prior to round 6 prior to tills SA and whatever idk
i had an old RP off DW that dried up that was like, till survives and no one else does? so like mizi and till entered this codependent toxic super emotional and sexual thing but mizi is gay and till didnt realize he was bi and...it was a FUN fucking mess. timiz is great if you arent a coward
so many ff fandom shippers are SO hostile towards mm shippers and like. i GET their base point but they get so into what its not and it wraps around into homophobia
like when ppl bitch about how the fandom loves ivti etc vs mzsu its like. yeah. till has more fucking screen time than anyone BESIDES mizi and ivan was a major part of his life and they had a hugely beautiful arc
like NO SHIT, one ship has a lot more content and a lot more intrigue. they BULLIED qmeng off her platforms for being โlesbophobicโ, as a lesbian whoโs been dating vivinos for 5y
when we keep in mind the creators are DOMESTIC LESBIAN LOVERS, and they altered ivti to be UNREQUITED cuz otherwise it too closely mirrored mizisua, how dare you hold a gun to their head and call them lesbophobic and bully them? what the actual fuck
cuz according to the artbook, ivti was originally requited. which is re-diverged in the HS AU, where its reciprocated but till is still like. confused. but
i basically assume those guys (gender neutral) are basically young teenagers lmao. i figure kids are allowed to be stupid while theyre kids. if theyre not kids then... well, then ill judge them lmao
YEAH youโre TOTALLY right bc like. ALNST is mostly popular on YT, it has a VERY young fan base. and im just a very old tired queer whos been queer in fandoms for decades longer resting in exhaustion against the handle of my cane
that being said, the harassment fucking sucks. but i donโt know what to do about it /: potentially fan fighting just would be a thing no matter what field and fandom and age group and whatever... it sucks though
i mean its completely legit to be mad at kids esp for harassment but like... man, lmao idiots can be stubborn either way. maybe you can change their minds with a level headed talk, who knows!!!! but... it def is a lot of effort haha...
and most of the time its basically true lmao. their brains have barely started to wrinkle AHADKJFD