february

finally a catch-all plurk because i need a place for things

work is such a weird flavour of stress right now but i survived wednesday which means i can relax until next monday lol

the work itself is easy but as usual it's dealing with others that makes it difficult

like it taking 3 weeks to review something because people are too busy to do the review so i have to think of ways to redesign their review process experience to make it easier

it's more of a problem that i work myself up so much about wednesdays that i sleep really poorly and wake up every 2 hours

and it's not even that serious!

it's just trauma from past work situations that were very bad

like my contract ends at the beginning of april but they approved the timeline i submitted that ends at the end of april

i'm not worried about this because they approved that back in november so it's up to them to make the numbers match up

they said this could have the possibility to extend but i never assumed it did
i was just going to have them send me to microsoft or something after this

so it's like
i will do what i said i would do lol
i'm not rushing figure it out

it didn't help that we had the atmospheric river this week

which is to say it rained and looked generally gloomy for several days

I GREW UP IN NEW YORK i have NEVER experienced SAD symptoms in my whole life but i guess a few years in california means my mood is tied to the sun now

today the sun finally came out and i feel less like dying lmao

the good news is: video games

i might actually get to start citizen sleeper tonight finally lol

once i finish shovel knight