Happy NYE, I just need to scream for a bit. [dog-related stuff]

Smiley got into the container of oatmeal candy cookies- which, while not the worst batch of cookies to have eaten (the least sugar and less chocolate than the chocolate chip,) it was still an entire container and no one noticed

I'm pretty sure the container was on the table when I went downstairs for my appointment with Belinda. I went upstairs when someone left the main floor to go upstairs, and left when someone was on that floor.

less than 2 hours

I feel like I'm not allowed to have appointments

Unsurprisingly, after the screening, I have pretty strong anxiety and borderline severe major depression, in part thanks to not having one of my meds that literally is meant for anxiety and depression

I finally got a PTSD diagnosis. (yay!, it's recorded!)

But it also meant getting a therapist recommendation, which is hard to follow through when I can't do this video appointment

Doing the draw, to hope this isn't a sign of 2025

well. fuck.

Manifesting that it's a lie and things will work out

HOW DOES SOMEONE NOT NOTICE A DOG STEALING AN ENTIRE CONTAINER???? Christ alive. But also welcome to the official PTSD diagnosis club.

Both the other chuckleheads are now sleeping, as I get to clean things up

Of fucking course they are

They're going to stress me into my period istfg

I'm getting issues with trust, because asking people to be awake to get things into the house still lead with me doing it myself because they get to sleep. (Keep in mind, I gave them a range when it'll arrive, and they confirmed they would do it.)

honestly, just getting the vent out helped a good amount of it

That's good at least since, unfortunately, we all know saying something won't really do anything given everything.

yeah... sometimes you just need a void

Yeaaah

I used to be able to manage it with the savella, but now... I'm making due, doing my best, etc

Good news(???) technically, my disability case is still open? It's been on step 4 of 5 this entire time

I might be able to get away with that for temp disability with the state

yeah all I provided for tdap for mine was a screenshot of my ssa page showing I'm in the process

how the fuck does no one notice a whole container of cookies being gone tho jfc

i wish I knew, but luckily nothing bad came from it