🚫 bpd sucks literal dick you break your own heart imagining abandonment that hasn’t even happened yet and then you cry yourself to sleep imagining them leaving even though they haven’t like just the thought of it destroys you so bad it’s a genuine fear we start shaking and crying when we think about it

this is why all my relationships ended

🚫 the fact that we’ve had the current one we’re in for so long is crazy like have they not realized yet that we’re bat shit insane

maybe they love you for that
they appreciate you becasue they know how vulnerable you are abotu those kindsa stuff, even if its hard
they love you because you try