( rl ) dad has helped over one hundred seventy people so far

outside of this country, even. stuff like this can take years so there's a possibility there will be more

he is mister worldwide

transplants, reconstructive surgery, trauma application repair

i remember initially feeling bad that dad wouldn't get to keep anything for himself

but he was always about stuff not going to waste. it was fine if someone ate something because it meant it was going to waste. and very much well what does it matter to save something if it doesn't get used. he was practical

he's amazing

he truly is. honestly goals

i miss him so much every day. some days just is a lot of wishful thinking and regrets and it feels really bad

because i can't be a better person

it is sad he's not here and there's no way for me to emulate his kindness. but because of all that is also why i want to keep going

the good still happened in my life and i want it so that it doesn't go to waste. i am not living my life to the fullest i know but maybe one day

I hope one day you can live your life to the fullest, too. Each day is a new day, and there are many ahead.

even just aspiring to be more like him can only be good for you, i think!