i had a great month playing a teenage girl i'll ease back into syn this month while playing metaphor. i know. some news and that's okay i love everyone still and you'll get rid of me when i die
"in a romance movie they fall in love, have a honeymoon phase, there's a misunderstanding, they break up, a declaration of feels, they make up, and happy end" -- anna yanami, who inadvertently described her own rollercoaster of a time in ayto
for all the record anna was a fresh journal and over the course of the month i did 2k+ comments with her. so. like. anyway. i'm ready to slow back down
sniffling. i forgot writing with siffrins crushes in mind made me feel winded. its the way he'll never confess to either but god if he isnt the most obvious bitch on this earth
coming back to this i think sometimes about how malkuth teases and talks to people whether they're strangers or friends and every now and then she sits back and realizes it wouldn't be out of place coming from ely's mouth either and she has a complicated feeling
getting tags from ly at varying points this morning like have you even slept. would it be a projmoon arknights convo if they werent talking deeply at a party. this happens all the time
closing my eyes. realizing with horror this morning that the one thread among most of malkuth's type has been "emotionally stupid" ryoji and zag were outliers and they both happened to be connected to nyx in some way
its been fun looking at all of the teams and seeing their common threads tho... as someone who was the sephirah of the control team, it's easy for malkuth to identify stuff like this along with strengths and weaknesses. she doesn't give herself much credit but she Is the one who directed the rest of the departments in the initial defense against angela
looks at malkuth's list of people to give things to. oh yeah no we're not dealing with gift giving at the christmas party that's going to be her team-inspired bid i think
she has TOO MANY PEOPLE or at least, too many gifts to give. her personal bids have 3 parts each plus a letter.................. "is she going to be okay" don't ask stupid questions. once christmas is over she's going to be taking a long nap in the library
i did two letters. i agonized over ely's actually because nothing felt like it came out right and unfortunately. unfortunately. what did come out feeling right is embarrassing and shameful
i don't feel like dropping anyone i've just got my monthly so i'm exhausted in a different way (without fail it always comes christmas week this has been the case every year)
malkuth, watching him like a hawk