(life, with a grief cw) i'm Struggling today. i desperately want to write but my brain is Sad.

i had a vivid dream about my mom last night, and it's coming up on a year. the silver lining is i have therapy today so hopefully after that i'll feel better. my mom would be proud that i dedcided to do therapy again, so at least there's that.

the worst irony of grief and depression is how they rob you of the things that would make the grief and depression feel less bad.

i hope y'all are having a lovely sunday. <3

i'm sending all of the good vibes i have. if you ever need anything, even to just vent, you know where i am.

I still have vivid dreams every so often about mine, it always catches me off guard. I hope therapy goes well, and if you ever need to chat just know I'm here for you, even if it's just for distraction

sending you so much love

thank you all. 💚 i usually feel better after therapy (my therapist is the sweetest) so i'll see in an hour or so.

Terra is in emotional support kitty position.

therapy good. i wanna do RP stuff but i also just bought fallout 4 sooo video games may win.

glad the therapy was good <3