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very upset but at least arcane s2 is soon lol

take care of yourself and each other
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feels bad adding to the negativity but we're all here together I guess
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I'm so tired and sad and numb and not actually surprised
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the amount of "not actually surprised" I'm seeing is so disheartening but so real. the shock of 2016 isn't there anymore. it's worse but it's not shocking (and that, too, is worse)
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the fact he even got the popular vote makes me want to throw up
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the horrors persist but i see my blorbo in three days
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so real
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the horrors persist but so do the lesbians. if they don't make out I'm going to cry
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really just clinging to arcane right now
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if season 2 is bad I don't know what I'm gonna do lol crawl in a hole and die I guess
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science crime : also looking forward to your BOYYYY
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I haven't seen any of the trailers and I'm avoiding all info to be fully fresh... though I probably can't watch it until Sunday. and I guess this is a good excuse to continue avoiding the Internet for many reasons lol
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ive waited so long and it's finally here
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It feels bad. To let someone win just by ...not voting? at least we are in California. I'm just going to take my little walks, watch my little shows, and play my little games.
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I wish everyone who "protested" by not voting or voting third party a very fuck you
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I'm just going to keep doing whatever I've been doing I guess. Good to have little shows and little games
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scared and angry and sad. escapism mode activate :')
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can't wait to go home and play more metaphor and not think about anything else ever again
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I have a meeting with my direct reports today and I don't want to cancel it but I'm going to see how everyone is doing and check in. If we don't talk about work it's okay
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let's play metaphor and not think about anything ever again...
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My meeting with my own manager this morning was just. Sad. Sharing where we're both at. I'm grateful I work in a small company where we're all on the same page at least
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I should probably drag myself out of bed lol
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today feels so long. I've barely done anything
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I have so much work to do
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I don't want to do it
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made a big glass of mostly gin. new plan is go through my oldest emails first and archive shit. it can't possibly be important.

I have like 300 emails in my inbox
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of all the things that matter, that many emails can't possibly deserve my attention. now or "later"
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you and tina deserve to play metaphor ;A;
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I'm visiting my mom until the weekend but soon.... I've been playing Dredge instead
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I got thru about a dozen emails, archived some, I have so many left but I'm gonna go for a walk :T
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I'm glad I get to see the kitties.... https://images.plurk.com/ND0WdJ3fdZ9ve1mmueGiz.jpg a fat butt
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kitties are so healing
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got some more bad news today and I'm feeling pretty disheartened
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worried about my family. and also myself lol.
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grateful I live in California, as the slimmest silver lining I guess ๐Ÿ™ƒ
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oh no lena i'm sorry 8(
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thanks dude I'll do my best
shrimp colors
everything is everything
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finding it really hard to keep from doomscrolling ughhhhhh
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turns off my phone for the next four years ๐Ÿ™ƒ
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Spotify calling me out..... https://images.plurk.com/SvpLi3Q83uN1AHX6Te69p.jpg
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stressed and spooked indeed
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today I'm finally heading back to LA so should be easier to get back into some semblance of routine
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will try to exist in rp again lol
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THE HORRORS PERSIST BUT SO DO I
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