Elle the vibes are bad but we will persist. You are enough, which is hard to convince the brain that but I will beat it into yours if you help me with mine. Together we can beat the vibes.
ftr therapists cannot diagnose their patients, mine was very careful about suggesting that i had more than depression and then when i met a psychiatrist i was finally diagnosed as bipolar
sorry i hear where everyones coming from and its very much a "that is very reaasonable for other ppl bc they are reasonable but i am in fact not being reasonable"
I'm late to this but I want to be sure to convey that us trying to comfort or advise you is in no way a stress on us. you are our friend and helping you brings comfort to us
also, your plurk is your space to use as you see fit. if that's talking about happy, light things, great. if that's talking about burnout and sadness, also fine. anyone who doesn't want to or isn't able to engage with it can easily mute and move on
I have no doubt that if any of us were feeling burdened by anything you said, we would be able to withdraw as we needed to. but we're not doing that. we're here bc we care about you.
<3 It is absolutely not a burden. And I also agree that it would be totally fair for you to bring up depression with your therapist bc you have been feeling this way quite a bit lately! so even if you haven't had capital-D depression before, it might be going on now
bc APPPAAAARRENTLYYYYyyy just one sick day of rest isnt enough to cure misery and burnout
believing it do be hard though
tho that sounds fuckin weird typed out
don't let imposter syndrome limit you
more like just being stubborn or petulant
whatever man!!! i'll get over it
fuck worrying about labels, this is your health
gets sad sometimes
doesn't everyone just get miserable sometimes
engh
come to plurk to vibe and elle is here being a piece of shit
im rly sorry im like this today