you know what. s word sunday talk ships ask me about mine past present and teases today is a terrible work day
ppodon quixote
you know what. s word sunday talk ships ask me about mine past present and teases today is a terrible work day
you know what. s word sunday talk ships ask me about mine past present and teases today is a terrible work day
ppodon quixote
ill even talk about char crushes!!!! god!!!!
❝𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐑❞
Why did Malverg break up
ppodon quixote
the same reason you can lose a woman
ppodon quixote
you forget to cherish her. she took him and his presence for granted by accident and flirted aroubd with other guys while not taking him seriously
ppodon quixote
theres other reasons but those are the broader ones. tasty
𝘢𝘭𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.
what are some things your fav ships have in common? :3
Kia
go ahead, talk about all your character crushes since you offered so nicely
ppodon quixote
𝘢𝘭𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.
: in general... it's usually people who have issues with intimacy in some way (be it emotional or physical) finding ways to deal with it together
ppodon quixote
vulnerability. stuff like that
ppodon quixote
this has been true with like, every pair i've gone seriously gaga over, incl with ocs
ppodon quixote
it's just fun!!!!!! it's so fun!!!!!
ppodon quixote
Kia
: siffrin has crushes on gebura and callisto for different specific reasons and he doesn't know it. yet. do i really need to talk about malkuth
𝘢𝘭𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.
cute.... good taste
ppodon quixote
you'll also tear the hc that don has a crush on sinclair out of my cold dead hands she's just a "look upon this insect young sinclair" about it
Kia
well does everyone know what I do
ppodon quixote
closes eyes
ppodon quixote
no. i don't think so
ppodon quixote
let me get her timeline straight
ppodon quixote
so malkuths crushes have been a bit of a flighty thing but she's definitely had them on a number of people and the ones that didnt linger just became her good friends. this includes march, izou, wrio, eresh, kaito, verg, ryoji, soo young, zagreus, elysium... hmmm. i think thats about it
ppodon quixote
there are some. complicated feelings about yesod atm that act as a pretty neat parallel to kaito actually, because she only viewed kaito as a friend she might have a thing for but knew he was Just Like That so smushed it fairly quick (he was not Just Like That) and when they went on some Date dates it more turned into good friends than anything on her end
ppodon quixote
kaito and malkuth had similar issues as people that her and yesod don't share (they are both impatient and pushy in a Way) sorry i need to get some work done
ppodon quixote
today is terrible work day. okay where was i
ppodon quixote
the ones that ended getting stronger in some more intimate (emotional and physical) way were... ryoji, who she actually realized she had feelings for and intended to act on them before he disappeared, and vergilius, who she nosedived with because she didnt trust him the way he thought she did esp in the wake of mr mochi......
ppodon quixote
her and verg had a thing... a physical thing but she really did enjoy his company in general even if she kept a very clean window between her heart and his. so clear you'd never think one was there
ppodon quixote
she was actually supposed to talk to him but um. haha. she ditched that plan to distract herself instead. if she wasnt a chicken she wouldve done it before talking to ryoji but her plan had been to talk to ryoji and if it went well to talk to verg and if it didnt go well nothing chnged
ppodon quixote
She Is Not A Good Person
ppodon quixote
well. she is but malkuth is a Scared person more than anything she has a lot of untouched abandonment issues she sprays with colors so no one sees
ppodon quixote
ive lost my plot. she has complicated feelings right now about yesod and her actual latest crush no strings attached is zagreus
ppodon quixote
the complicated feelings are not bad ones there's just a lot they need to sort through and malkuth very much does not want to view him as a default the way she'd ended up viewing verg even if it'd be easy and she wouldn't its just the nag in the back of her mind
ppodon quixote
umm. fuck idk pick a name from the list and ill yap
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
give me the info dump
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
march 
ppodon quixote
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
: NAME!!! unless you want zag
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
yes pls
ppodon quixote
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
: march opened a world she could no longer close and she does sincerely love her beyond any measure, be it romantic or platonic, if march wanted to date her she would be down for but she doesn't and that's fine too. izou right to feel that he got in between them somehow since malkuth acts like the gay girl who's tryinf to be sooo happy for her crush
ppodon quixote
but wishes it was her and stuff.... at the start with her and izou esp
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
i weep over this every day
Kia
... this is so funny
Kia
because they talked about attractive people and March was like "well maybe she's not attracted to me that's okay I guess" and never went into it too deeply even though she also would have dated Malkuth
ppodon quixote
Kia
: og my god. her lost yuri
ppodon quixote
she didnt think march could be into her she just thiught she was trying to pump malkuths esteem not that she might actualy like her
ppodon quixote
her romantic tension with this couple
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
like i've said. goes back in time to obliterate izou before he can get in the way
ly.
siff's crushes. cute. he's only wingmanning for one of those tho sorry buddy
kosy
Don and her insects...
Kia
it's fine they're married
ly.
related, every so often I get projmoon fanart on my fyp and I'm not sure why, but this showed up on my tl and I'm so glad for it. wipes tear
4indroid (@4indroid) on X
ppodon quixote
ly.
: siffrin doesn't need help with either of them thanks
ppodon quixote
USHHDD BELOVED DON!!!!
ppodon quixote
ok im about to sit so i can get to ames
ppodon quixote
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
: zag was hot and then he was hot And sweet. he was lucky in that malkuth had very much Understood what she found attractive physically, and then he proved himself to be very cute when flustered.... that was the damning point actually she loves being able to cause a reaction
ppodon quixote
this is why she was into izou too before they were actually. like. Bonding. and she found him attractive that way, along with his rough charm and clumsy kindness
ppodon quixote
but zag has been quite proactive in comparison to a LOT of the people who have been interested in her -- verg got there later, but at that point malkuths eyes were very much not on him as actively, and yesod is a persistent sort of proactive without overstepping that is causing her a lot of.
ppodon quixote
... edgeworth vc you have saddled me with..... unnecessary feelings,
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
yesod...
ppodon quixote
and she! really likes that! she enjoys being wanted! he's also a genuinely nice person who shares her similarly life experienceless background in a lot, if different, ways, and she really wants to bed him i aint gonna lie
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
thank you for your full honesty
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
malkuth's web of connections brings me joy
ppodon quixote
i am always trying to be
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
and pain
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
im glad we're all thirsty here
ppodon quixote
IANDNND FNDD ME ALWAYS LAYONG UPDATES ON YOU AND KIA IS SO FUNNY
ppodon quixote
she would have let him do anything he wanted back in that ruined city.
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
it's like watching a little moth keep flying into a light which i can't blame her for, as the one writing izou, who does the same thing
ppodon quixote
tearing up
ppodon quixote
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
: i knew ud get it
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
watching yesod take his steps slowly has also been (rubs hands together) i am just here for everything like a fly on the wall
Kia
me and abbie with our popcorn and concern
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
yEAH
Kia
popconcern
ppodon quixote
shes caught between him and yesod as the people currently activelt interested in her and its been fun for me. not her tho she tried to do a pro and con list but whats the cons of either. nothin
ppodon quixote
this is why i can decisively say her long running love comedrama is coming to a season close
ppodon quixote
but even i, the producer, cannot guess. i am too much of a winger except in certain cases
ppodon quixote
feasibly malkuth can get a crush on any of her asyiah coworkers in particular because of how close they all are and everyone Is attractive, but mostly rhe first.... sighs
ppodon quixote
one day.......
Kia
see this is why Briah is two squabbling parents and their daughter
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
this has got me in the mood to yap a little too. do izou. now that my scab has healed
ppodon quixote
Kia
: very true
ppodon quixote
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
: okay let me prep an order and i got u
𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞.
but thank u for giving me the info dump.... excited to see how it unfolds 
ly.
they don't need help. but it's ely's job to make things mortifying for them. yw.
yabusame
M&Ms transcending Everything too, but the whole complicated Malkuth web journey is so good and interesting, and I keep thinking about the music links you shared a while back too
ly.
but the malkuth bowl is fascinating to read about everytime.. glances at my inbox and yesod
yabusame
I'm sorry for subjecting Elysium to this as part of it
yabusame
imagining this in his announcer lines voice
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
"none of us ever had the freedom" weep ... weeps
yabusame
a club
a club
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
yesod 
Kia
all of the librarians are fine
Kia
"fine"
yabusame
👁️ for Siffrin and their crushes also
ppodon quixote
okay that took longer than i thought we got a rush and i am one of two people back here now
ppodon quixote
where was i. izou
ppodon quixote
i said a good bit up there but izou was genuinely someone she would have fwb's with if not nabbed off the market herself if it wasnt for izous own feelings towards march and the eventual returned ones. thinkin fondly of march just texting malkuth "help" and malkuth immediately assuming she was in danger
ppodon quixote
he has a certain rugged charm.... a roughness with his manner and dialect, which she honestly finds real hot
ppodon quixote
but he's got kind hands and a clumsy manner that's really to her likening. he's fun and easy to tease, to goad, she's absolutely fantasized about him before (being honest for abbie) and she could never be a homewrecket but i put it once that if izou ever need practice he could use malkuth and shexd be fine with it
ppodon quixote
its that kind of thing. she loves him tremendously still but she's cut the candlewick to a comfortable length with his firm line... she'd confess to having a thing for both the bride and groom at the wedding if they went that far and then follow up with BUT WHO WOULDNT AM I RIGHT!!!!!
ppodon quixote
slamming back a glass. that kind of thing
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
nod... i feel like the kyoto thread, back when his feelings for march were still budding. the tension
𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐞𝐥.
he was oblivious to the things that weren't physical so that one thread later in particular was like. shoots myself in the foot as i send tags
ppodon quixote
KSNFUFJF YEAH!!! YEAH!!!
ppodon quixote
sorry. but she is someone who could honestly say 100% that he's worth the trouble that catches a free ride like those lil barb plants
ppodon quixote
ij the most loving tone that could hint to someone the depths of her secret feelings that she just smiles off as him being a dear friend
ppodon quixote
that kind of vibe
ppodon quixote
ly.
: please dont make Siffrin regret their current affair
ppodon quixote
yabusame
: im glad. that it has been entertaining for everyone and not just me. i do my best to make sure everyone is HAVING FUN!!!!!
ppodon quixote
oughh. okay. whew.
ppodon quixote
im so tired. but filled with love and happiness
ppodon quixote
i didnt go into the specific reasons for siffrins crushes did i
ppodon quixote
i didnt
ppodon quixote
firstly. siffrin does not know they have a crush on people. ever
teej
eats all of this malkuth info
ppodon quixote
but it is described as fucking obvious to anyone with eyes if they like someone
ppodon quixote
hi teej. love you
ppodon quixote
its very much the kind of action and attention they get... its funny actually gebura resembles the person sif likes in canon but the reason he likes that person in canon is because of something that was similar to what callisto did
ppodon quixote
geburas comes around to... a kind of interesting care. i withheld this info from kia for so long but the moment was during singles inferno on the beach
ppodon quixote
she described how they looked, to her, for no reason no gain
ppodon quixote
it rly struck then
ppodon quixote
h/o
ppodon quixote
her in general simply describing colors and pointing them out in siffrins black and white wo oh this is an important point.
ppodon quixote
so. no one from siffrins world can see color. like literally
ppodon quixote
its all black and white and shades of grey, or as they say its lightless > dark > bright > darkless
ppodon quixote
so they see in a greyscale hue in syn too. this is why i have their cr chart as such
ppodon quixote
however this has become something of a secret... mostly because everyone else can see color > they are the weird ones!!!! and it just. does not come up
ppodon quixote
anyway. the why isn't important just know they cannot see color and color itself is a foreign concept to the point of being a "theory" scholars study. it used to be seen and now it is not. this is why they like penguins and the cute grey foxes loop uses
ppodon quixote
penguins esp have become their favorite animal bc "it's an animal that looks the same to me and someone who can see color"...
ppodon quixote
on hearing that siffrin could only see the world in blacks and whites gebura just. like. pointed out colors they could attach to hues, and siffrin once pointed out what geburas hair color was like to them via the clouds
ppodon quixote
so it was really touching to them. that they didn't ask, didn't expressing wanting to know, gebura just... did it. because she thought siffrin would want to know, especially about what their colors were
ppodon quixote
for callisto... it is a simple matter of he claimed siffrin as his favorite magician and said they were the only one to make him laugh and boy! oh boy! siffrin loves to show callisto magic! and make him laugh! he is so happy to do magic
ppodon quixote
the person they like laughed at a joke siffrin made and siffrin decided to make it their personality from then on. this is canonical.
ppodon quixote
im home and showered i am so tired. but i wish to yap more
ppodon quixote
ill go in on callisto more. the amount of people who enjoy his company vs dont is truly astounding. siffrin honestly is shocked, since callisto has always been nice to them (fella who cannot discern sarcasm and takes words at face value) if a little pushy sometimes... at first esp, its not like siffrin bended over backwards
ppodon quixote
in fact callisto was the first person siffrin rejected LMAO
ppodon quixote
but, he would probably take callisto stargazing now... he's an honest sort (better and worse) who doesn't have a second set of motivations behind the first, so sif considers him straightforward if sensitive to rejection
ppodon quixote
he actively looks forward to both of them... sighs. my little guy.
ppodon quixote
okay. im still game to yap but ill leave it there for now