jadi belakangan gue suka nontonin tiktoknya si rara yang ngebahas fragrance walaupun gak paham2 amat juga topiknya, but she makes it sooo interesting. di luar gue kagum sama artikulasi & ketajaman analisanya nih, her narration is so soothing & calming. sometimes i find myself turning to her videos to calm my pervasive rage

tapi jadinya suka sedih sendiri. must've been hard to be openly queer di indonenonk. kayaknya gue sempet baca struggle dia di awal came out. but i don't know how she can still be kind & non-judgmental, sedangkan gue udah fuck everyone fuck y'aaaallllll i need y'all to fucking suffer you madafaka

kudet nihhh dari kmrn denge rara raraa