I dreamed that I woke up from sleeping poorly and dreaming that I was late for high school and then I went in to work and they’d built a new store that was connected to a Chicos and it was bigger and busier so we needed more staff at once so like every employee was there? All how many of us are there like seven?
And I was trying to do locates but they had changed the entire computer system and it was way worse and I was like I watched the training about this why can’t I work it and I’m usually the one good at tech so I didn’t want to look anything up and everyone was watching me
And I got to work at my scheduled time at 9:15 which is in fact when I have to go in today but the store was already open and all my coworkers were already there so I felt like I was late
Also my dad drove my to work in a car with also my mom and they argued the whole way and we passed two steakhouses where there were spikes with steaks on them just outside in the yard and there was a reason but I’ve forgotten it
There was also a section where I was at a theme park and I got lost in this fucking maze-ass area that was only lit with blacklights and was full of balloons and drunk people and me and a few other people were in a dead end and then we saw what we somehow knew was the back door of an employee bathroom
So we did but the somewhere else ended up being this like red brick sort of amphitheater shaped thing all stairs and we were surreptitiously trying to find our way back into the park before we got in trouble
So I started trying to find a way out back into the guest areas or just out of the park and I finally started heading towards a parking lot and these three little girls aged like 6-14 caught up with me and were like why are you leaving us without saying goodbye because I guess now we’d been working together to get out
So I gave them hugs and I was like I can’t give them my real contact information that’s bad internet safety and I was like it’s a pity in another era of the internet I could have given you my blog and we could have stayed in touch like that and the oldest one nodded in understanding
And then YES IT KEEPS GOING we kept going trying to find the parking lot and ended up in the woods and we passed a man with a tree growing through him and out of his face and the oldest girl said it was the dad of one of her classmates who used to be like a trail... something... like a professional leads people on hikes there was a name for it
And he had had like a close relationship of some kind with this one tree but it. Betrayed him? And started growing into him? And now he was stuck like that and maybe still alive?
And then my alarm went off and I woke up with the thought “I haven’t got autism I dissolved it with the [forgot the last word already but it made no sense]”
lol my Fitbit thinks I got six hours of sleep. No I was not asleep I was just lying there awake wishing I was asleep and periodically checking the time
I’m gonna. Ask my closing associate to come in early so I can go home. I don’t think I’m going to be much use today. I feel bad leaving my worst associate on a Friday but. I am dizzy with exhaustion
Once I have the chance to test my BP standing and sitting and standing up from sitting I will be shooting my PCP a message about whether I should continue this med
Googled and insomnia is absolutely a side effect. Between that and how bad the blood pressure effect was I do not think I should take any further doses of that tbh
ETA also