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[mh] [meebling]
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tired of being exhausted and sad all the time.
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but I am.
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I don't wanna be around people. I can't find any interest in any game. food doesn't really taste like much.
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I feel like a bad friend and a bad partner but I just can't feel anything but tired.
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I don't really know how or why or when it got this bad.
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I guess it was for a while. I knew I was burning out but I didn't think it'd be like this.
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I don't....really know what to do.
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folks I haven't seen in a decade are flying into town Saturday and I should be excited, right? but I just feel kind of numb.
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maybe I'll just go back to sleep.
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maybe if I nap enough I'll wake up feeling like I can stand the thought of pretending I've got any juice left in the tank.
Echo
Hamlet 3.3.87
nihaowdy
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i'm so tired of being tired and sad and broke. not that money would fix me but I could be sad in more comfort
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I think I deserve to be sad on luxury furniture actually