[stalking, double plurk but I am mad and tired] I am so, so, so tired, I never get a break, I could make new accounts and e-mails a thousand times over and it is literally never enough, I hate my stalkers. I had my Buson account messed with and the password changed recently, they're just advertising they broke in...

I’m so sorry you’re constantly having to deal with this... wtf....

I am so burnt out and tired, I've had to deal with stalking from family and STILL DO, some even advertise it, like, they'd come and congratulate my dad about accomplishments of his wife and kid before we'd even know these things get published.

They stalk every single thing.

I remember back when I was in med school ONCE making the mistake of saying I had a conference that day and some old woman likely my maternal grandmother (I'm faceblind, so I don't recognize people easily...) giving me a fake male name knowing I'm bad enough at Arabic not to realize...

They stalk us literally everywhere. They try to turn people against me even during internship, I had one doctor ask which mother I meant, my first or second,

and when I talked about my bio mother's very repulsive abuse of kids, that doctor got mad at me and said she'd never speak to me again. I could've failed my pedia rotation because of this petty, gossipy, piece of utter garbage who believed my abuser and not me.

Fortunately, I reported her for that and her racist comments about mama's whole country (the stereotype being Moroccan women are all witches and husband stealers), the unprofessional crapsack aside, I did manage to track down the male pediatrician I worked under briefly and he signed instead of her.

My life is just literally full of online and offline stalking, my sister adores pretending to be other people to get closer and snoop on me online. She adores any chance to try to make me look bad.

She's a pathological liar who friends used to see through her lies because when she was in school, it was wild stuff like faking cancer and pregnancy.

Now, not AS easy yo see through, unfortunately. So I've become terribly paranoid for good reason. Tons of stalking across the board.