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🎧 nooo, and i close tonight too... i hope i don't close alone, i'm scared to...

🎧 haven't been using this app much but, uhhh, not really looking forward to going to work today !

i have work today after everything

MOMS COMING HOME TONIGHT THEY JUST GAVE US THE GO AHEAD

MY MOMS GONNA TAKE HER MEDS YESSS

im so glad kadaj is Not around for all this, he'd be such a mess

i have Never seen my mom act like this and its kinda discomforting ngl

my moms doing. pretty rough, her memory is super bad this morning. she just asked me if tomorrow is my college graduation?

🦇 The chore tonight really is gunna be gettin' Kadaj t' settle down about mum.

🔗💚 I don't even remember the last time she had a seizure. It was probably 2017-2019? At least...

🔗💚 Our mom's not doing good I'm worried

thinking abt how the other day i was already flustered form how busy it was at work and a customer takes me aback and goes "sorry before i say anything you have short hair and a male name but your face is pretty like a girls wh. which are you"and i just sputtered out "oh uhh im a guy"bcs i didnt know what else to say to that

🔮 For once I do not feel dread about our workshift. Which is very good.

botato

him

found a few caches and traded for a silly haha pop it keychain

why are cats like this

loki is nuzzling me and he is Mystery Wet

might eat some lunch n go geocaching i already found one today

its worse that i had to effectively close myself off and tried to ignore everyone in my system bcs i felt afraid of talking to anyone abt it after my ex called me crazy the only time i spoke up

its probably the overlap of plurality and paranoia. its a difficult combination to be comorbid with. and ik its not just me that struggles with it either knowing several of us also deal with that heavy paranoia as a result

i love everyone in my system a lot and appreciate them but i wont lie, sometimes i get freaked out by it all knowing that ill just always be like this unless i seek permanent fusion, which. i dont want to do. doesnt make it any less strange though, imo

yesterday i was lighthearted abt it but i wont lie, sometimes plurality will give me the worst kind of dread. i wake up and i remember "oh yeah im not alone in my body" and that fact wrecks me for a while

oh god if we close alone tonight i might scream, sundays are so terrible for closing

turns out chipotle gouda cheese is spicy to us

big surprise, when its more than just angel, marik, and i stumbling around the deli alone, things get done

"heres how you cook ribs- dont do what i just did i did that wrong"

the weird shit abt plurality they dont talk abt: having to stubbornly teach the non rent payers in your head how to do your job (affectionate)

🛜 Being a systeen is weird. It's like I woke up and now everyone around me are adults, and I'm still like. 13-14.

🛜 I wanna say hi to our friends cos I don't know them but I'm nervous to for some reason...