yesterday was kind of a fail on the RP front among other things, I wound up going to bed before 8 :x today will hopefully be better, or at least I'll feel more like being a person, although work looks like it'll keep me busy all day.

so far not much snow here yet but sounds like a few more inches + windy conditions later. winter finally decided to show up

if my brain could quit idly drifting to RP when work is busy I'd appreciate it

and if the source of obnoxious stress in the house could quit. love how I'm downstairs sitting at the other end of the house and I can hear my mom ask him something, and he's sitting in the kitchen with her and tells her to speak up 🙄

hate this open staircase with a passion

sometimes I hate my brain with a passion too lol sigh

I refuse to 'give up' and call it a night early again tonight, though it's frustrating I'm even considering that being a possibility when it's barely after noon

but there really is such a stark difference in the stress and aggravation level in the house when he's here vs when he hasn't been

really hoping the last 3 hours of work goes fast so I'm that much closer to Thursday evening and staycation starting

finally done with work. I've got fresh homemade bread and chilling with something mindless for a bit, see if I can't get in a decent headspace to write later

cat is snoozing and snoring. I'm slightly jealous

only 6:30 and I feel like I could snooze -.-

why is this week the way it is

(I know why mostly but ugh)