need to go to a genealogist for a hEDS diagnosis, but rheumatologist did blood tests and they're already showing a strong indication of arthritis - likely psoriatic or rheumatoid

i'm happy to start having a diagnosis in process but i also am back to mourning my body

at 34 i'm already half bedridden and constantly in pain, and all because of what seems to be a bad dice roll of my genes

just sucks lol