plugging away at my smaller tags before I have to clock in for work. I'm tired and sore and I have like three more doctor appointments this weekend, including another attempt to get blood taken, but I do kinda have those days off at least.

pray for me y'all I'm p sure I'm gonna die tbh

(not really but I haven't slept well in weeks and I'm full of uuuugh)

it's so dumb. I'll manage maybe 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep at maximum

upside: because I can feel myself disintegrating I signed up for voluntary time out at work and got selected for it after like two hours so I can go home early and lay back down

gonna rest and knock out some more tags and generally try to exist

Get some decent rest if you can, don’t be me and wear yourself down at work so hard you crash big time

yeah I figure that the money is honestly good enough that it'll cover the time that I need to take when it's offered. I'll be living a little tighter but it still means I'm taking care of myself.

Final Boy 🔪 : yeah i have run myself into the ground before and recovery from that is hard enough. what's that one engineer saying? schedule maintenance for your machine or your machine will do it for you. applies to bodies too.