Ziri✖O
2023 was a horrorshow for me and I would prefer not to remember most of it, but basically it all turned into one giant smear of Too Much All The Time, Forever
Ziri✖O
One family member was hospitalized, I spent a week with migraines, a DIFFERENT family member almost died, and that happened all in one month. One week after the next
Ziri✖O
and we lost a different family member
Ziri✖O
good things happened but I spent....too much of this year afraid of what would happen if things went wrong
Ziri✖O
trying to push through the fog to work
Ziri✖O
but it's all a haze
Ziri✖O
But I've survived this long, it hasn't managed to kill me yet so that's a bonus
Ziri✖O
still absolutely terrified of what might happen since the worst's nearly happened twice, but we'll figure it out I guess
Ziri✖O
just trying not to vibrate myself into the void most of the time
Ziri✖O
oh and one of my niblings got into three different vehicle collisions one of them on my birthday I am Done with 2023 and I hope to never repeat this high level of stress and awfulness
Ziri✖O
if 2024 isn't better I wILL cry about it
𝕿𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆
To quote me earlier: Fuck 2023
diet dracula
I'm DETERMINED to make 2024 my year, fuck everything else.
diet dracula
I hope it is also kinder to you.
Janzoo
big mood
big mood
Janzoo
I hope 2024 is a better year for us all
Ziri✖O
if this year tries to pull a part two boogaloo of 2023 I will absolutely lose it
Ziri✖O
this year was so bad
Ziri✖O
I do not want to tempt fate I do not want to see it try to be worse
Ziri✖O
i am not looking forward to starting the year off with two separate funeral services but i've gotta get through it somehow
wormfather
the best silver lining i can offer is that maybe you'll get to start the year off with a measure of closure, but either way I hope 2024 treats you much much better
Ziri✖O
IT HAD BETTER I'm too stressed I'm gonna implode 
𝕿𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆
/lays on the Ziri. No Imploding
𝕿𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆
We've both gone through some shit this year. I'm hoping next year is better for the both of us
Ziri✖O
it better or I WILL cry about it 
𝕿𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆
Trust me, I will join you in the tears. We both know what we've been through
Ziri✖O
exhausted headbonk of solidarity
Many Birds
go тo вread
/hugs