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Tears because I recieved something in the mail that made me unaccountably sad and I cannot today. i did not need this during the season
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i should send it back tbh
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my husband wondered why i burst into tears
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ever have these things that sorta cue you into the 'you are not over this as much as you think you are?' yeah, that me
weasel7399
anon, I’m so sorry. I’d give you a hug if I could.
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i would take the hug honestly
weasel7399
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pepper6719
Oh honey you deserve hugs. Take it easy and be kind to yourself okay?
berry1606
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thank you anons
frog3036
I'm so sorry bb, this time of year is hard for so many of us, just take care of yourself
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that is my intention today-- once I finish some adulting then self indulgence
jelly7435
frog3036
Yiii just do things at your own pace, hang in there bb 
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thank you forg
pisces1739
aw i wish i could hug you too. do send the thing back if it'd help.
uranus1208
I'm sorry anon, that shit's the worst when you don't expect it
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i did not expect it
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amd it broke my heart just a little bit because it was a reminder of better days
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that will never come back
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and while i have so many good things in my life, its not quantifiable
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there is not one good thing that is better than another, that good thing held meaning
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just like the good things I have now
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sorry got emotional gonna go nap now
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anyways I am not sending it back i think I will keep it in a private place I should send it back but I can't bring myself to do it but maybe one day I can look at it and only remember the good times associated with it