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lore plurk...? to be picked at as i think of things
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i already played rita before so i think a lot of people already know her deal
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her mom died when she was little and she never knew her dad and all the adults in her community sucked so she basically had to start fending for herself at a young age, with no one to rely on
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she got really into learning about blastia (magic technology that runs on magic rocks) and basically spent her youth treating the magic rock machines like her friends and family
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she gives them names and talks to them and claims they have feelings and she cares about them
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this is pretty much all a coping mechanism for her crushing loneliness as she lives as a hermit, shutting out all other human beings
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there's a novel that fleshes out her early years (though like all vesperia supplemental material, it's like... semi-canon? dubiously maybe canon or not? probably not? you, the viewer, decide!)
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but for my second run with her i decided to treat the novels as part of her backstory so some of you got a novel-only memshare
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in which rita gets some guidance from adults in aspio, but surprise! they're all shitty and she ends up getting betrayed by a mentor figure she trusted
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the novel also gives a tragic backstory to her silly habit of writing her full name on everything (canon is just like "here's another silly weird thing rita does lol")
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i wish i was less dead during memshare week so i could've shared it more.... rl kicked my ass a bit that week
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ok comes back to this
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so rita's canon experience is basically, a bunch of idiots break into her house, her interest gets piqued by some magic bullshit, and she joins them on their journey and accidentally discovers friendship along the way
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but she also learns that her beloved magic rocks cause global warming and the world is going to die. which is a big deal to her, because those magic rocks are her family
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and she ends up having to make the choice to get rid of the blastia
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even though they were her whole life
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which means, at the same time, making a choice to love things other than blastia
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so she has to throw away everything she's worked for her whole life, and build something new instead. and like, actually learn to live with other people.
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rita's confidence levels are funny because she has a lot of faith in herself! she's confident in her knowledge and her skills. she's relied on herself her whole life and knows she can handle anything.
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but when it comes to other people, she has a really hard time believing that anyone actually cares about her
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even with estelle, who is perfect and wonderful, who keeps saying she wants to keep being friends with rita, she's like
"you'll forget all about me when you go back to the castle."
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and coming into mg where she's surrounded by strangers, she was not really planning on trusting anybody
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but then sweet mika was going to get executed w0, and she couldn't stand it
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rita was like "if being an idiot gets you the death penalty here then most of this city should be dead!!"
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but also it was kind of painfully relatable for a society to turn on someone who just didn't really know how to be a normal person
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(also, girl cute)
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so she was about ready to explode and started gathering information on the jail and working on making explosives and ended up joining a group of like-minded idiots who wanted to break a girl out of jail
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and then the jailbreak gang became a thing and started hanging out and acting extra friendly and she still... kept some distance but would still. show up to hang out. because this is a really easy way to get tasks done and get info and whatever!
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and they made friendship bracelets and there was like, a small part of herself that wanted to think that they could be friends
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and then chiemi killed norma and that fucked her up real bad
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because it turns out you can't trust anybody!!! maybe we were all idiots playing at being friends while sharpening our knives behind our backs!!
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she brought that up with a few of them and they're mostly like. yeah that's valid. but it probably sucks to never trust anyone?
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there was kind of a sweet exchange with datz where he was like... yeah i'll just keep trusting people though. and then https://images.plurk.com/477eksSzR6vFM2P2fGJXhi.png
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i like looking back on it because on w6 in their cyoa, rita did get the opportunity to save herself and leave datz and jolyne to fend for themselves. there was a vent that only she could fit through. she could hit da bricks.
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so she did end up having to face the fact that she actually could not bring herself to backstab him
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anyway, since chiemi hit the Betray button, rita stopped wearing her friendship bracelet and would instead keep it in her pocket for like, half of the game
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and then more murders happened!! and she's just in misery because it's like. maybe she's about to find out there's another chiemi among them!!
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and then it became very obvious that reigen was the culprit and she was absolutely furious
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she probably would have voted for reigen if not for the fact that they
had a cute interaction the day before. where datz suggested that reigen do some spirit channeling and rita chimed in to encourage it just because she knows he's full of shit and she wants to bully
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so her choice came down to... who does she want to still have around, tomorrow? a guy who can cheer her up just by being kind of a pathetic loser?
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or hans, who stole her fucking trading cards!!!
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(that's not really why she voted for him, though it was kind of for a sum of petty irritating things like that)
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(but he did pickpocket her and it was hilarious, thank you fyre)
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anyway, trial ended and she immediately punched reigen in the face
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then got the full explanation that it was self-defense and he's not actually a psycho. whew!! good thing none of her friends are secret psychos!
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anyway, then she talks to adlet
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she didn't outright admit to voting for hands but she saw him doing his stepford smiling bullshit and goes off on him and says if he's mad or upset or whatever, he should just show it!!
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and then he actually opened up to her a little and by the end of it he's inexplicably telling her that he believes in her and she's like ???? and their cr kind of started turboing
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voting for hands? hans. waggles hands
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shortly after reigen's like, reaching out to her about how he put her in a difficult position with her teammate, with hans getting scaped, and rita's like no we're good and it's fine??? her relationship with adlet is going great actually??? (inexplicably so, but maybe it's just because he's an idiot?)
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pictured: rita being the most wrong she's been in her life https://images.plurk.com/5lxp5IqAxzI1mubcNMPJE0.png
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narrator voice: he did hold a grudge and it did become her problem.
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w3 was powerswap week and rita's room exploded
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me: mods, what happens to the things rita sealed if she loses her powers?
mods: it gets unsealed
me:

me: ok so she has a bomb
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she had one of adlet's berry bombs sealed in her book... rip
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anyway then she realized she had adlet's power and he immediately pulls her aside and confesses that he's been lying about his power and it actually works on all fruit
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she had a cute interaction with nimona that week since nimona was talking about using a wonderball to try being someone else for a bit, to cope with losing her shapeshifting, and the idea of turning into rita was floated and she's like lol why would you waste it like that
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and then got confronted with nimona spelling out how she actually sees rita positively and that was just
something rita has never been able to do. picture someone else seeing her that way. so even though she did feel it'd be weird to be copied, she ended up acknowledging that maybe it would be okay because
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the idea that someone could be anyone in the world, and they might want to be her, is kind of nice actually.
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she had her danny phantom cyoa this week which was just. delightful
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lisa like
act 1: you and everyone you love die horribly
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act 2: you're a fucking ghost
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rita being the ghost in part 2 is so fucking funny when
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she is afraid of ghosts
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does not like spooky stuff!!
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after she got un-ghosted she ended up keeping some of her cyoa injuries (burns, mostly) so i'm sorry everyone who tried to comfort her by touching her, she winced/shoved you away because she was in literal pain
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w3 trial happened and surprise!! adlet was the friend who turned out to be the secret psycho
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and rita's like oh there it is, there's the reminder that trusting people is wrong and I shouldn't do it ever
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and it's not even like with chiemi where she was like, keeping some distance but kind of hoping they were becoming friends
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but adlet was someone who'd been opening up to her more and more and she was trusting him more and more in turn
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and even started to think she'd figured him out, and now she felt like the biggest idiot in the world
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this time around, she was closer to some of her friends and it was harder to try to push everyone away, though
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will told her that he wished she'd be kinder to herself and she's like, what the fuck. and then had to actually consider that her misanthropy was actually based in a sort of self-loathing.
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she thought she was good at self-respect but it turned out she actually needed to work on it!!
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reigen also gave her a really nice pep talk that actually did kind of sink in for her
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and when she went to talk to adlet, he just went ahead and
confessed his love to her!
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and she was like what the fuck!? you're saying that now!? i hate you and i'll never forgive you
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and he's like
good :-)
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and then she fucking called over temenos and got him to heal her because she needed to go beat adlet's ass
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her relationship with temenos is kind of funny because like... early in the game he kinda reached out to her and they agreed to work together on solving things and it was kind of like
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she didn't really trust him much, this was kind of sus, it seemed like they were getting into an "i'll use you and you use me" relationship
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but then whenever she actually needed something he ended up being someone she'd actively call on because she was less worried about what he'd think of her
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so he ended up getting to see some of her vulnerable moments because she's like it's fine, it's not like we're going to become friends or anything!!
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god i also just want to mention hanako because hanako was so fucking funny that week
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rita was like. on fire and burning to death. and ryuki attempted to throw his jacket on her and try to save her and called for hanako to help and hanako's just like
https://images.plurk.com/37kwlMjSPbxNaGVFQQQidN.png
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and then hanako REFUSED TO TALK TO HER FOR THE ENTIRE TRIAL
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she confronted him after the trial which was also just hilarious https://images.plurk.com/6D6UAcSSYVISIXX6CHpDLs.png
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talking about their cyoa and it just got funnier https://images.plurk.com/6q2KcedURPxoO8rgLLqxuj.png
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