so I've been off and on giving myself shit for jumping at memes with guard/guarded vibes this year, and as I was just now considering watching one of my favorite movies to try and get in a better mood/headspace I had a moment of realization

said movie being "Last of the Mohicans", and my other all-time from childhood fave movie being "Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves"

self, this is clearly not a new vibe /facepalm

and yes I know I shouldn't judge myself for whatever I want to write but apparently that's a thing that crept up on me the last year or two. telling everyone else to write what their heart desires and then making myself feel guilty for occasionally wanting a little self-indulgent shippy shit

LAST OF THE MOHICANS IS SO GOOD

ahh the 1990s epic vibes of it all

it's a good dynamic!

it isssssss. and the soundtrack too

I could legit listen to that soundtrack for days, or just the theme on repeat for ages

I think I'm gonna do it. have a little chill movie time and try to actually not look at my phone or anything

gosh I don't even know the last time I watched it. either film really. I know I have them both on dvd

fuuuuuuuuck I can't find it

I know I had it because it was in one of those older paper dvd cases

sob

thank goodness for renting on Amazon and fuck, maybe I need to watch that tonight. hit me in the feels in a way it hasn't before

or maybe the ending resonates different now that I'm older

fuck I love this movie