TW// weight, fat shaming, dieting, unhealthy relationship with food
I'm so incredibly tired of my own parents (read: dad and stepmom) trying to fat shame me into eating how they want me to eat, cut out what they want me to cut out, be the size they want me to be... I'm 33 years old for fuck's sake. I'm morbidly obese, it's not """healthy""", I know.
I've done the dieting. I've done the exercising. I've tried different things to lose weight, only to try to fit into a standard that I don't think I'd be very happy in. would it be nice to wear clothes that look great on a skinny person? sure, who wouldn't? and the chronic back pain really sucks too. but I eat moderately healthily, I go on 10-minute walks
6 days a week, and I keep to myself because the second I so much as LOOK at food I'm """not supposed to have""", I get dirty looks and I can FEEL the judgment from my parents without them even saying anything.
I ate out of pure necessity and nothing more this evening, for the first time in probably years. all because my dad fat shamed me after he finished
I'm so incredibly tired of my own parents (read: dad and stepmom) trying to fat shame me into eating how they want me to eat, cut out what they want me to cut out, be the size they want me to be... I'm 33 years old for fuck's sake. I'm morbidly obese, it's not """healthy""", I know.
I ate out of pure necessity and nothing more this evening, for the first time in probably years. all because my dad fat shamed me after he finished