One of my therapists implied I have hypermobility in my hands because I just... have too much space between my bones and little muscular mass. And that's why I'm in pain/get calcium deposits/tendinitis so often since I was very little.

Ah yeah my opioids for that pain made me throw up while in the bus today. Life's fun bro

Like. I want to draw but there's so much boring adult things going on in my life. Old person problems and pains included

"how can you have this issues you're not that old" ask all the doctors who ignored it. No one knows why this happens to me.

And I lost a bunch of weight so I'm not even overweight anymore so they can't attribute it to being fat cause I'm not

and then they don't do anything ABOUT it

like it's literally your socratic oath to help the sick but ok!

the therapist is actually helping a lot but he suggested that 10 sessions aren't even enough to start building the muscle i need in my hands. Augh. What if I end up losing mobility on my right one? I'd die

talk to your workplace, maybe they can help