i'm similar, although i just stop caring. i become apathetic, like you be you, imma do my shit here and i'm good with distancing, i use to hate, but not anymore, no effort is better.
^^ I have the same sentiments. I am indifferent to the ppl that no longer want my presence; therefore, I bury the dead, say a little prayer and continued existing without them.
pain, suffering and deathall the best in life, though.