brain dump part 2

i have so much to do and i feel like i wasted my time today

also that story my grab driver shared: this upd student he dropped off screamed at him and dinuro duro daw sha bc of miscomm with the pick up point (ate girl pinned wrong loc), threatened the driver na tatawag daw dad nya na pulis and kuya was like shuddap, go ahead. panget ng ugali mo isa ako sa tax payers na nag papaaral sayo

maybe im extra sensitive today becoz the mere sight of greenfields reminded how i allowed myself to be abused and justify it

being a soccer player was an experience but it also reminds me of the good and bad days

also i was in so much pain the entire day. dealing with people made it harder. no wonder im so annoyed.

daming typos but it is what it is. I should sleep it off. the disappointment. The frustration. The anger.

my chest feels so heavy and painful. does the feeling ever go away

im just gonna cry it off tonight it feels so lonely and isolating i want to break glasses to drown away the voices