Mrs Sheepie
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Mrs Sheepie
apparently tonight i am having Emotions about Arthur's blindness and just how much John does for him by describing the world
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
I am having those emotions with you
Mrs Sheepie
it's kind of hilarious how much people forget that he's blind but in the same vein it's kind of tragic
Mrs Sheepie
it's not even that people don't describe things, because he does get those occasionally! but it's how often they don't think to, because there's this implicit belief that he had John with him all the time maybe?
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
possibly!
Mrs Sheepie
like it's just weird to remember that Arthur doesn't even know what he looks like at this point
Mrs Sheepie
he hasn't seen a mirror in almost a year
Mrs Sheepie
and he's been through some shit!
Mrs Sheepie
he's got descriptions for everyone on the Barge at this point but they can't ever really do it justice ofc
Mrs Sheepie
arthur: /projects confidence
everyone apparently: "Oh he knows what he's doing, we're good"
Arthur, still blind: ???
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
ayup
Mrs Sheepie
and with the kikimora stuff recently like, this is a problem! he could have fucking shot her!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
I feel like on the barge, they're in this weird state where like
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
really... it would be best to be together all the time.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but in practice... the space is so good for them both
Mrs Sheepie
yeah for sure
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Arthur feels less trapped and John able to make and do things and help in a separate body is soooo good for his mental health
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but logistically it's not great for either of them
Mouth Powers
god this is one of the reasons I need Arthur and Jedao to reconcile, Jedao would be so good about this
Mrs Sheepie
yeah, like they are still their own people and space is good!! but they are also still Two Halves Of A Whole Asshole and neither of them have full capacity apart
Mrs Sheepie
John has one hand and minimal impact on the world, his strength is limited to Arthur's non-dominant hand and he can't protect people on his own
Mouth Powers
he's extremely cagey with information that's not necessarily his to tell according to deeply arcane shuos secrecy conventions, which frustrated arthur during the poisoning situation, but 'you need regular, precise, germane intel on the current situation' is not the kind of detail jedao forgets in day to day situations
Mrs Sheepie
Arthur is blind, down one hand, he can't feel part of his foot and that's what caused him to slip in the laundry right beforehand, and he has a recent history rife with monster attacks so if he does get struck he will immediately go into survival mode and fight
Mrs Sheepie
together Arthur has eyes and John can protect people
Mrs Sheepie
even if John wishes Arthur would protect himself too
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
HE VERY MUCH DOES
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
he's slightly less neurotic about it on the barge
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but not... entirely.
Mrs Sheepie
yeah like. people come back when they die, but they still died
Mrs Sheepie
and if Arthur dies that's a lot of physical recovery down the drain
Mrs Sheepie
he has to recover from the coma every single time
❁ 𝕘𝕠𝕕𝕟𝕦𝕘𝕘𝕖𝕥 ❁
lies down
Cmdr.Crackers
this is so good!
Jay
I wonder... is Arthur's lack of vision tied right the way down into his brain? Because SW can canonically share his vision (which he uses to share his weirdass alien vision of how the world's energy looks with ZYL, but I feel like he should be able to share normal, toned down human vision too)
Jay
so... if they ever get meaningful CR and SW gets his powers back, taking him on a tour of the barge while looking at it through his eyes is a thing he could do if Arthur would not find it even more horrible to go back to blindness after
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
it's less tied to his brain and more to his Sense Of Sight
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
John has his ability to see. even if that vision is internal, it goes to John
Jay
damn, that sucks, condolences Arthur
Mrs Sheepie
YEAH unfortunately John is attached to, like, The Concept of Arthur's Sight in like, every possible dimension, and is also possessing his eyes/hand/foot on a similar plane
Mrs Sheepie
it might be Arthur's physical material form but those Belong to John now
Mrs Sheepie
which we know bc canonically he's been affected by things that should be visible if they're only in his head and they're still not
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
it's a VERY HELPFUL THING when dealing with the mythos
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
because like significant portions of things will drive you loopy if you look at them
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but yes, also very unfortunate
Mrs Sheepie
YEAH like the fact he is in a lovecraftian mythos and completely blind is a MASSIVE part of why he is still moderately sane
Mrs Sheepie
he's still fucking traumatised but he's not Witnessing The Horrors
Jay
oof, yeah
Jay
so... does that mean his memory of how things look is gone too? Given that's a visual manifestation in your mind... for some people....
Mrs Sheepie
his ability to recognise objects by shape/touch/description is fully intact, and he clearly remembers images from before john, but i don't know how much he's able to visualise anything new
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