SO MANY OPTIONS
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SO MANY OPTIONS
SO MANY OPTIONS
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So I think ultimately of this, Gilia is going to end up in the void because she's stuck as a monster and so therefore WHY NOT JUST FOLLOW THE CREEPY CALLING OF THE WELL
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Which would probably somewhere in that she'd snap out of it
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oh my god gilia
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Which seems fucking hilarious for anyone thats like oh no the fucking forest AHHHH WHY IS THERE A MURDEROUS DEER WOMAN
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but then just right back in it because I think she's going to have her perfect dream world where nothing bad ever happened and all of her siblings are still alive and WOW SHE NEVER WENT THROUGH ANYTHING BAD AT ALL
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YESSS god i am so hype for someone to just jump in the well
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MONSTER GILIA IS GOING TO JUMP THROUGH THAT WELL BECAUSE WANDA LET HER OUT OF HER CAGE SO SHE'S ROAMING AROUND BEING BADLY BEHAVED
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also whispers lily your ac
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OH SHOOT
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runs to do
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Gilia has mistakenly teleported into the well too many times so like, now for once it's going INTO instead of CLIMBING OUT OF so really, just fitting
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which I'd love her to be helpful to the plot stuff but I am torn on her having the mental fortitude at that point to BE of use at that point
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I think one of the overwhelming sense of the floor sinking below you and a building sense of claustrophia and like the ground is eating you but also having to Pretend You're Fine
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which also maybe the Shit Godfinn Said To Her As He Died because unsurprisingly the person who had their legs broken and tossed in a bog, was not feeling nice
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how many people are going to punch godfinn in the face lily
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I feel like. So Many.
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they'll be taking numbers
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Just his random horrible screaming and like shit he liked to tell her the total monster LMAO
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because it can either be like how fucked his execution is or just like the way he would manipulate her self worth into nothingness and just like, having that happen without warning in the middle of these happy family times
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because it's largely emotional and psychological abuse but there is also sometimes where he felt she wasn't listening and resulted to shit like pinching her, taking fistfuls of her hair and pulling and so on, that doesn't leave marks but NO PAY ATTENTION TO ME ONLY ME
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Also if people want it maybe an option of how the magic and spirits and shit are just so inherit to her world and this space where everyones out here with spirit magic forms and magical creatures and it's all incredibly chill and free
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big this kinda vibes
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which I think could be real fun to have that it's happy as long as you're on the waters edge but the second you go to the land, that's when the earth sinking feeling starts and then like hands out of graves latching onto people
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which could also be a case of she wants to go and have fun but then there is Godfinn yanking her by the hair saying WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING
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I think I will make it cater to each person tho so it's specific for vibes and their fake dream world together
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tho she's definitely in the most prone state to be stuck in these things I realise since she's just totally disorientated from going being a monster to being human in the void and AHHH WHAT IS HAPPENING wow her fmaily she misses her family thank god shes safe again
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also DID MY AC and i belated realised that someone definitely tried to do something awful to her as a monster in the cage and she PROBABLY bit a chunk out of of anything that got stuck in between the bars LMAO
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bye the guy of some guys dick probably
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om nom nom
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good thing she's blocking that out for eternity
good thing she's blocking that out for eternity
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anyway I am determined to GO TO SLEEP BEFORE 3AM FOR ONCE so
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I will follow up with more ideas tomorrow and I think I most especially want to set each scene for each person specifically but also that there is a goal and action because I don't want it to be HERE IS MY CHARACTERS TRAUMA so like some goal they're seeking out that gets fucked with by said trauma
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or that it leads into those moments and times more intuitively but YEAH IDKIDK
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still trying to get my brain into gear and come up with something concrete
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I am also contemplating some other ideas around her wanting to be happily married with kids and being cute af and all that kinda shit ya know
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1950s domestic goddess vibes
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also sorry friends I am trying to get my plotting up but my anxiety atm is so high atm I am just going through cycles of ALL YOUR IDEAS ARE DUMB, NO ONE WANTS TO DO THEM 
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Well, I'm doing as much wholesome Sweeney as I can get away with in as many worlds as I can
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If that helps at all
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its no one's fault or anything else ofc, its just my body crashing and sending all my symptoms spiralling into the abyss gdi so I have no good read on anything RN lmao
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and WEH wholesome Sweeney
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Yeah, his is Hallmark movie cornfed farm boy that lives to help people and throws harvest festivals on his farm with hayrides and shit
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Kinda want his lowkey looking for The One, or might just have the wife and three kids already
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Terrible shit, that
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some vibes
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oh MAN
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I'm just saying
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also just realising that I can probably have her go into other peoples hallucinations for a time but the extended hallucination of her own does actually have to be of her home because the Sea-Father would reject shit quicker that is too foreign
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just sort of squinting like "what the fuck is a car" and immediately break the illusions
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wait I just had an actual idea for her breaking others out of THEIR dreams
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because in general she will actually start to reject the void quicker than most because the Sea-Father is in her subconscious
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that she might then start trying to break others out by breaking out her spirit form
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because no this is not the 1950s day dream when there is a 7ft tentacle woman in ur kitchen being like HEY WAKE UP
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ok this all feels better I needed some time to actually processed things
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I get worried when stuff just feels "here's my character doing stuff, just react to it" like I want it to DO stuff
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(esp because I am about to feel self centered and get everyone to have adventures in gilia's world)