Jack Raid
[mental health] Today has done absolutely all it can to make me feel useless.
Jack Raid
I lost my phone, I had a bad meeting with my advisors that left me in tears, I got yelled at by staff, and I’m stuck on the same RP stuff I’ve been stuck on for weeks
Jack Raid
I feel like a failure as a person
Jack Raid
I want to just give up
Jack Raid
Maybe I shouldn’t come back to RP after all. I’m no good at it
Jack Raid
Someone please. I need a lifeline that I don’t completely suck
zoki.
I really relate :< giving up is so tempting
zoki.
but you're wanted, okay?
Season Three
you don't suck. life is just being a huge bitch rn.
zoki.
it's hard, but usually if I give myself a little love and patience I recover the strength to try again
zoki.
but...yeah, that's harder than it sounds I know
Jack Raid
It’s hard when you don’t see any worth in yourself
Echo
Oh, love. Of course there's worth in you.
Jack Raid
Then why do people keep yelling at me
Jack Raid
Why can’t I do anything
zoki.
I've been there. had days like that a lot, that beat me down. it's so painful and easy to push you into a self-doubt spiral
zoki.
but you can do things, and those voices aren't all-knowing judges of your worth, even though they're pretty loud at the time
starfright
a whole lot of folks only know how to yell and not how to communicate. that's not your fault.
starfright
you can do so much but the people who yell and criticize can beat you down until you forget that.
Mega
aw, shit :< sorry you had to deal with that all at once. those kinda insecurities absolutely stink
Jack Raid
I woke up and hated myself significantly less today
Jack Raid
Sorry everyone. I hate that I made you worry about me
zoki.
it's okay. life's full of ups and downs and days like that