GMing is one of those activities where whenever I'm NOT doing it I'm like "UUUUGGGGHGHHHHHGHLGI I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO DO THIS FOR THE SAKE OF MY FRIENDS"

but then once I actually get going it's actually fun again

yeah, I get that

oh same

i'm like UGHHHH IT'S SO MUCH EFFOwait this is fine why did i complain i'm having fun

It's sort of like swimming or other kinds of Fun Exercise- "ughhhhh why did I agree to do the thing where you put in effort and you sweat" followed by "wheeee fun splashing".

Anyway: thank you for your GMing.

People keep signing up for my games so I must be doing something right