After enduring years of relentless struggle, it has shown no signs of improvement whatsoever.

The intricacies of material possessions and the complex web of societal connections, which hold our world together, have only served to deepen my desire to bring it all to an end.

I recognize that happiness remains an elusive destination at the end of this arduous journey.

There are countless aspects beyond control, and an unceasing stream of pain that I cannot halt.

I am willing to bear this suffering alone if it can bring an end to the torment, but I understand that some will never relent.

The sole aspect within my grasp is the manner in which I conclude it.