tfw you're going to have to miss an opportunity for 150 fucking dollars because of the double whammy SUDDEN FLU YOU FUCKING GOT WITH A NASTY FEVER AND COUGH and the severe heat warning because it's gonna get hotter than 40c on sunday. fucking great. not like i needed the fucking money or anything.

that explained the naps, lethargy and ick i was feeling. now i am balls deep in this illness and it is so upsetting

it would be dangerous for me to go normally with that heat and humidity and my shitty asthma but i would have went. but being sick and feverish would be really irresponsible of me.

oh my period also started today too

TRIPLE WHAMMY SURE

i have been sobbing and getting sick to my stomach for hours now why can't i catch a fucking break

lord... heatwave + flu + period...

the heatwave is gonna last a week too

kill me? i think i would prefer my own demise over this