"Self, your best friend of 15 years only died a month ago during a routine gall bladder operation, your skin condition came back with a vengence and you were just told by a plastic surgeon you're too fat for a breast reduction"
the fact I'm as functional as I am is either a miracle or a sign my family's stubbornness is strong in me too, but I am seriously looking forward to my vacation time next week.
sometimes, one more day is absolutely the right way to look at it.
one small victory at a time. one step forward, and then the next, just keeping your eyes on the pebbles directly in front of you, the next target for your foot.
and then at some point, you'll look back up, and look behind you, and realize you've come so far.
losing dad, both my grandmothers and my best friend since 2020. getting a job I love an a stable income with actual hope for the future? I dunno man, shit's weird.
"Man I keep immediately falling asleep when I get home what's wrong with me--"
one small victory at a time. one step forward, and then the next, just keeping your eyes on the pebbles directly in front of you, the next target for your foot.
and then at some point, you'll look back up, and look behind you, and realize you've come so far.
one step at a time.
getting a job I love an a stable income with actual hope for the future? I dunno man, shit's weird.