weekend is finally here, time to try and be productive in some way

after yesterday's work nonsense, I kinda ended up zoning out for a couple hours with a stream on (who would've thought Trials could be chill to watch, lol) but I think I needed a few hours of 'no thoughts head empty' just existing

as for this weekend... well, I know what I'd like to get to but whether any of that will happen is a toss-up

one bad thing about busy season is when it hits the weekend part of me just wants to chill with games and not do any intensive thinking if possible

that said, at some point I have to do some cleaning and tidying because my sister and her husband (and maybe the dog, idk if he's coming this trip) will be here next weekend. I should've started last weekend but procrastination is my bff

granted it's not like there's a ton I actually need to do but I'm trying to force myself to use it as an excuse to rearrange some other stuff (and failing, clearly). either way I need to put a dent in it this weekend so it doesn't end up being Wednesday after work and I'm aggravated at myself for leaving everything to the last minute

I'd really like to touch RP this weekend and especially some tags that have been stuck waiting a bit on me because of work/life

I don't have that much in my backlog but some of it's been there a bit and I feel bad about that

my fingers are crossed work won't be horrid this week so I'll have the energy to pepper in some writing

sis and hubby are driving up Thursday afternoon, so Fri/Sat/Sun my presence online will be questionable lol. granted, the last couple trips it has been a little easier for me to sneak in a little RP. and I know they're planning on going kayaking while they're up here so that's a potential couple hour window

that, or I'll just have to do some 2am writing after they both call it a night

I just have my fingers crossed he's not raiding with his clan next weekend because I might actually yell at him if he is -.- (they were here the weekend the Duality dungeon came out and the guys he usually does group stuff with tend to drink, so there winds up being a lot of frustrated yelling. which is super great vibes obvs)

I should probably back up for the new people on my timeline - my sis and her husband both game and play Destiny2 (they're actually the reason I picked the game up in the first place, so I'd have something to play with her, and then oops I wound up liking it), so when they visit they both bring their PS4s and it's a not-quite-LAN party lol

which is also part of why I'm usually spotty on here/with RP when they're visiting

ANYWAY

I think for today I'm just going to plan on writing/RPing tonight. with how things are in the house anymore, during the day I tend to wind up feeling like I need to do "time waster" or low-effort stuff that I'll be less annoyed if I get interrupted

and I HATE with a passion getting interrupted in the midst of writing and half the time losing my groove

also a headache is trying to start and that's never conducive to writing, sob

productivity: achieved

main project is DONE

vacuuming also done

have a couple things I need to sort through/break down but I'll do that after I cool off and have some chill time

or I'll do it tomorrow lol

managed one tag even though my brain wanted to chase butterflies and my contacts are drying out, so I'll take that as a win

and call this an overall productive day